Precious Childhood

Today Rick's kumon class ended early, I brought them to the playground. Sitting at one corner, saw them running ard at their fullest speed, laughing happily, playing, how I wish I had a video cam to take down that precious moment! Running ard, yet remembering their mummy, kept calling "mummy, mummy" How elated I feel! Out of sudden, I don't wish they grow up so fast (though all the time I wish they faster grow up, enter pri sch), these ages are the best, 4 and 5. Innocent smiles, no stress, go kiddy and have fun with little frens... Look at the kiss when Raeann gave Rick just now
My little camera boy took a pix of me just now, seeeeee I got to take Bil's T-shirt to wear and the tummy area so tight still!


Yohooo, Gen gonna pop on 3rd Feb, she opts for epi c-sect. Wish she's in singapore, then she can go for natural! Gene, Go, Go, Go! I'll be supporting u here!

Pinkie nails

Went for mani, pedi this afternoon. Did french nails, the base very sweet pink! To match my pink dress whom my mil bought for me for CNY Day 1.

Tired tired, after month of insomia, this week at ard 10pm, I must get into bed and oink and all the way till next morning 7plus where kids wake me up. Can't take it really wanna oink, but got to wait for Kit to come over now to pass the new yr goodies....ohhhh pls faster reach, I can't take it liao!

What more can a Mother ask for?

Healthy, safety, good manners, love for God, obedience, good academic? Are these what a mother ask for? I admit, I'm greedy, I want all. Being a perfectionist, it's not easy. Most often I ask myself, am I pushing them too hard? Yes, I've slow down my steps. But basic routine, I still insist that they must still obey. Beginning of this yr, I actually got quite frustrated, cos I realised after one whole yr of training in 2005, kids still need me to tell them what to do, nag nag nag "First thing to do when u wake up...." blah blah blah... Gene told me this, or maybe God sent her to tell me, "Come on, kids where got automatically ones??" Think back mindy, am I that obedient when I was young? Naiii....of cos No lah....

But somehow kids surprise people! For the past one week, while I'm still on bed, I could hear Rick reading books, playing piano, doing his homework WITHOUT me nagging! Praise the Lord! Today I praised Rick, telling him that mummy is so happy, cos I know Rick has grown up! He gave the sweetest smile to me!

LOL come to my little princess, she always give funny surprises! Just few days back, I was sitting at my walk-in warerobe, she was facing the mirror talking to herself "Why I sooo pretty?" Ohhhh my, I thot I heard wrongly, but NO, she repeated to herself again and again "Why am I soooo pretty?" I almost fall off my chair! Hey little ger, u overdo it har? The other time billy was asking me, what u teach yr daughter har? I asked "What?" Raeann always love to hug and kiss Billy while he's sleeping. Her face went sooo near to daddy and asked "How come u never kiss me?" And her mouth go near him waiting for a kiss! Hey hey, no, i never say such thing to Billy so she never learn from me! From TV?? No definitely No, cos Raeann is not interested in TV at all. So where she learn that from?? *scratching my head now...

Tell yr fRienD abt our SaViouR

Yesterday sermon was touching! Almost everyone was in tears when a sis-in-christ shared abt how her non-christian brother died in Tsunami period. The Lord told her that her brother was suffering now. I pray that this sis-in-christ would be strong. And let us not delay in sharing gospel to our loved ones!

My Friend
by D. J. Higgins

My friend, I stand in judgment now
And feel that you're to blame somehow
While on this earth I walked with you day by day
And never did you point the way
You knew the Lord in truth and glory
But never did you tell the story
My knowledge then was very dim
You could have led me safe to him
Though we lived together here on earth
You never told me of your second birth
And now I stand this day condemned
Because you failed to mention him
You taught me many things, that's true
I called you friend and trusted you
But now I learned, now it's too late
You could have kept me from this fate
We walked by day and talked by night
And yet you showed me not the light
You let me live, love and die
And all the while you knew I'd never live on high
Yes, I called you friend in life
And trusted you in joy and strife
Yet in coming to this end
I see you really weren't my friend


People Need The Lord
Music & Lyrics by Ray Boltz

Everyday they pass me by,
I can see it in their eye;
Empty people filled with care,
Headed who knows where.
On they go through private pain,
Living fear to fear;
Laughter hides the silent cries
Only Jesus hears.
People need the Lord,
People need the Lord;
At the end of broken dreams,
He's the open door.
People need the Lord,
People need the Lord;
When will we realize
People need the Lord.
We are called to take His light
To a world where wrong is right;
What could be too great a cost
For sharing life with one who's lost?
Through His love our hearts can feel
All the grief they bear;
They must hear the Words of Life
Only we can share.
People need the Lord,
People need the Lord;
At the end of broken dreams,
He's the open door.
People need the Lord,
People need the Lord;
When will we realize
That we must give our lives,
For people need the Lord.
People need the Lord.

What a SaT moRninG!

Arrggghhh, am I getting old? Or porridge brain cos by pregnancy? Or WHATTTT? Yes, today is their ballet class and I didn't forget abt it. Got them to change and got there on time. Rick put on his ballet shoe but wait a min, he told me this "Mummy, how come the students and teacher change already?" Oh hang on, looking at my watch, my brain stopped working for a few seconds and when I felt awake again "Damn it"! Their class starts at 11am dear Mindy, not 10am! hahaha even Rick's teacher was laughing at this sotong mama!

Yesterday, taken a pix for Rs with their little cousin brother, Jabriel and their favourite ku ku (my sil)

Love is in the Airrrr.....

Love the diamond earrings...Look>>> Sweetie rite?
Went shopping today, bought a number of things fm Natural Source which can last me for quite many mths. The staff gave a real cute bear to Raeann, I asked for another one for Rick as Daddy and son went Janzen for hair cut. The staff was real angel to give another one. THanK U!

This afternoon went to Dr Paul's clinic. Haha he managed to rush to the hospital on time last nite, just 5 mins and the mama popped out the lovely baby! Scanning... and I saw Reyes. Dr Paul said he looks chubby. Now I'm at 32 weeks and Reyes is estimated to be 2kg. My next appoint would be on 2 Feb. Oh ya, recently I'm crazy on that idea of eating my placenta after birth. Get Paul's views on this, haha fm his smiles and laughters, he replied "Want high protein stuff, want good skin, go GNC and get." LOL He told me that if I insist on taking, oh well must tell him how it taste!

She sucks man! Watching that 9pm show on Channel 8. Wah that character by Ann Kok really pissed me off...why are such people ard?? In reality there are too! They just seem so self centered, and even could betrayed own family members... Scary, scary

Missed appointment again!

sigh....Reached Paul Tseng's clinic just now, but he gonna rushed down as his 2 patients in TMC going to give birth! It's a raining day, saw Dr Paul taking an umbrella, crossing the road rushing, walking so fast to his car. I just can't help it but laugh LOL kinda cute the way he walked hahahahah.....So Reyes, no choice, tomolo afternoon mama will go to TMC and see him then.

Get kids to room at 8pm. I just get very paranoid if they dun have enuf zzzz. Want them to have at least 10hrs of sleep (thou experts say must have 12-15hrs).

This morning was chatting with hb abt Malaysia. Last nite my mama told me that there were a few cases of raping, gun shooting and murdering again! What happen to Malaysia? Oh Lord, I pray for yr guidance in those people, melt their metal hearts and stop them fm all sort of evils. Those horrid people, all seem to have guns and they just kill for that small tiny sum of $$$ or handphones.

Oh, look at this delicious almond cookies!! My Rs and myself are hooked to them! Pls pls dun let me put on too much weight ok? Made by Mark & Michelle's mummy! Really YUMMMM YUMMMM...

Jewellery...

Hmmmm, just rec'd a sms fm Tian Po. They are having a 70% sales at their warehouse. Wonder if there's any good grabs?

Aiyoyooo, what have I drank? Milk Tea!!! And it's causing my tummy to be pain now...urrgghhh Yikes, I woke up 2.30am and managed to get into dreamland at only ard 5am. Sickening issit it!

Sad, bo ho ho...hv u ever seen so many railway tracks on a big tummy? Let me show u! No more bikinis ever again and no one ever stare at my tummy pls, else I give u a slap!

Monday Blues???

Woke up 6plus this morning...Really dun understand how come I can sleep only 3, 4 hours daily and feel so awake?? It seems like a long wait for me to POP! Can't wait to cuddle my darling Reyes on my arms, can't wait to see how loving Rick and Raeann will be to their baby brother, can't wait to my tandem nursing.

Fetched kids from school at ard 3.30pm, teacher and even principal have been praising Raeann to be such a good ger, sing so loud, read so loud and clear! Hey mummy is always so proud of u!

Rick is musically talented! Just 2 days after coaching him myself, he managed to play the 2 long pieces. Now he's having his piano lesson with Teacher Annie and she said he could play so well. Well-done Rick!

Suppose to visit Dr Paul Tseng later on, but his staff called and mentioned that he's not feeling well, so my next visit would be this coming Wed. Reyes has been kicking so much but I really love those kicks!

First DaY of my BloG!

When the whole world seem to have their own blogs, I simply refused to have one! Have to register, read the instruction how to use the blog, uploading pixs if any, people reading MY LIFE ohhhh all these kinda put me off....

Haha, but then just now was reading Sherie's blog and having itchy hands, I wanna leave some comments on her "Old Chang Kee's fried squids head" and realised that I need to log in to do so. So...I might as well come in and create my own personal blog - My life....

Frankly when I was in secondary days, I used to write diary. And I love writing one. I wrote up till I gave birth to my #1, Rick and then I stopped. Reasons? U shd know...where got time?
Guess this is excuse....

Getting frustrated and mad just now, I spent abt 2hrs figuring out how to use this blog esp uploading pixs. Got my Rs to the room to sleep at 9.10pm...haha and mins back I went in and saw Raeann getting onto Rick's bed and sleep tog with him! hahahah

Sigh...today's mood was not that good. In the afternoon, I rec'd a call fm the BSF leader. BSF's starting on 25 Jan after a long hol break. My kids have been asking and asking so many times when are they going back for BSF. Discuss with the leader abt the confinement leave for BSF, she mentioned it's 6 weeks. There's a problem! who's helping me to nanny Reyes in future when I'm out for my BSF every Wed??? Had pray to the Lord and my heart really wanna stay on to BSF. If I can't find anyone to babysit Reyes, the leader suggest me to give up BSF at the moment or put myself on the waiting list again. She needs me to reply her by Tues morning! In such a short period, how am I gonna get a babysitter, somemore someone I trust? Will pray again later on for God's directions.

BSF has been wonderful! It brings me a few steps closer to God. And these months, God has been pouring blessings into my life and answered my prayers! The most wonderful one is the relationship with mil. After the lessons on the book of Ruth, I prayed for a relationship like Ruth and Naomi. I never believe amazingly this would happen, but I would say I do love my mil now and see many of her good points. Can't believe this relationship has deepen so much these 2 mths. Wow our abba Father works wonders!