My dream

Hahahhahahah, guess wat I dreamt last nite? Preggy with 4th child! hahahahhahaha Are u crazy Mindy??

WhY???

There's a lot of why why why in this world. Most times, we can never understand the reasons of certain things. Life is always so Unpredictable. I feel sick of life sometime.

Frenz had been calling me to kaypoh abt the news on Kidnap lately. Even ils' relatives and frenz have been asking and asking too. Cos that was my neighbour. Mil saw the police car on Thur 5am. And that was the day our neighbour was caught. Read from the news and knew abt it. 200k was found in his house. Frankly, I just feel that he was maybe not involve. He has more than 10 luxuries cars (posh, ferarri, BM, mecedes and many more). His house is always the limelight cos all love to go near his house to view his beautiful cars and 6 BIG dogs! His maid always bring his son for stroll, oh gosh, he's very adorable.

All we know that he's a damn rich guy. So definitely won't go for just abt 20k rite (if 9 kidnappers to share that 200k) The past few days kept seeing reporters here to take pix n stood outside his house. Come on, let them off, his wife definitely need peace.

Just feel very uncomfy abt it. I realise that people who stay in that house sure to get bankrup (happened to the few previous owners). Wonder who's the next who stay there???

Italy Beats France for 4th World Cup Title

Finally finally this world cup had ended! So Italy has won! Though I've not been chasing after it, still feel very shocked how come brazil and england were out. Anyway, anyway... jus glad it's over...

Update on myself and kids

Been really busy. Busy busy busy like a buzzing bee...

So waz up? Have been busy with kids, as well as some courses. Going to take up exercising prog too. Definitely need to tone up.

Reyes? He fliped over yesterday for the first time. He's still such a darling. Happy, cheerful, marcho, handsome, cutie, hahah wat's more?

Raeann? She ah, headache little Missy who wanna cane my backside when I'm old! Notti little ger issit she?

Rick? A big kor kor now. Sometimes can be a great help to mama but sometimes acting like little boy. Oh well, he's still a small boy!

JESUS shines in the DarkNesS!

on May 28, there was a fatal accident. The boy and the granny passed away. The mummy was in ICU. 3 weeks back, I heard from Pastor that doctors were saying "got to be prepared" for the mummy Jennifer. The daddy, Kelvin was very much in guilt as he was the one driving on that day when accident took place.

I was a little bothered by this. I prayed and seeked the Lord. I know God has His plans.

Today at the sermon, the pastor shared abt this family. Kelvin walked out of his guilt, after reading the book of Jeremiah. He said God has spoken to him that HE has better plans for him and continue to trust in HIM. For the wife Jennifer, PRAISE THE LORD! After prayers after prayers, God heal her. PTL again! They took courage to broke the news to her abt the death of her son and mother and guess what? She did not break down at all but said this "I know!" "Matthew (her son) has come and visit me and I told him that he has gone to paradize with Jesus and ask him to take good care of granny there."

Feel sad but what Pastor said is true. Jesus shines in the darkness. No matter how dark our roads may be, there'll still be light cos there's Jesus!

Actually this morning, I took a heavy heart to church. I was so mad with Raeann at home. While driving, I was scolding them till i was crying terribly. I've been very depressed lately. Frankly, I really dunno the reason behind this. I just feel my heart is bleeding and crying inside. Guess is tired? I feel extremely frustrated as it seems like all the things are not done. May I gather my strength one more time and find hope in Jesus. Only Him can bring me true happiness.